-Zelllo

P.S. I used to use the handle Zelllo for everything on the internet since the age of 15... if you see a Zelllo from this point on, it's not me....

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Way to misunderstand the post Fishy... the post was about me finally setting myself free from FFXI and the internet... I quit right after someone stole my paypal account loggin and bought a bunch of WoW gold using it... That really put things into perspective for me.

Listen, would you have rather me given that stuff to you? Would you rather me sell the account on Ebay for upwards 300 dollars? Would you rather me have given the stuff to some noob? Fuck that shit, I figured I needed to not contribute to any of the problems related to the game. If I would have given someone from exiles my account or my stuff, it would have just made others jealous, if I had given it to a noob, there's no telling what kind of elitist dick he would have turned into. If I would have sold my account for personal gain over ebay or even god forbid the gilsellers... well do I even need to explain that?

I wanted to give the only people that I thought cared 'closure' and to let you guys know I wasn't going to be around anymore as well as let you know that my character didn't fall into the hands of someone else. I'm done with internet because I've come to the conclusion that I don't belong because I can't seem to convey my ideas correctly so that everyone understands them. 

Let me describe to you the whole thought process in detail from square one. I quit exiles because I could not effectively tell all of you at once how I felt (case in point--reaction I get out of fishy for the post up there ^^^). And because of that, I seriously got pushed to the side. You have to admit there was a level of trust stripped away after all of that non-sense. I couldn't rebuild it within myself because that's just the kind of person I am. Since I no longer had a reason to play the game (fun with people I enjoyed playing with). Things never felt the same and within a couple of weeks I lost the will to play coupled with the massive gold buying that someone hooked my Paypal account up with...

Today I had my mind set on cancelling my account... for lots of reasons. The only reason why I didn't keep playing is because I was no longer a part of an integral force of friends that included me in everything while we went around kicking ass and taking names; the only reason why I continued playing as I told Tim.

Imagine this... you're a person that believes in keeping everything that you worked hard for because you earned it (that's the type of person I am), and you feel bound to something because of 2 and a half years of hard work. Suppose it was a huge set of boobs made out of crystal that you spent 2 and a half years making, and at some point some friends helped you make parts of it. If you decided to smash the son of a bitch after you made just one boob, wouldn't you invite the people that helped you make it and wouldn't you post a video of you smashing it on www.youtube.com?

I had fun ripping shit up with exiles the handful of times we did rip shit up. There was a point in time that I was pushing myself to the limits in real life for exiles. For 3-4 months I rocked the late shift with Enkatsu, Ryun, Quetre, and whoever else until 3 AM PST and got up for work 2 and a half hours later. I didn't care b/c I was having a blast. 

But, do you guys honestly need 3 75 NINs? Is there any point to Zelllo? Would it be fair to Quetre if I demanded timeslots in his 5 minutes of fame? We're all grown ass adults, why can't we all come to the conclusion that it's best this way and not be sour about it?

That's it, no more no less, I'm done, I'm a better person now, and it felt liberating as all hell after I dropped soboro because that was the point of no return for me... If you can't be happy for me, well go shit in a hat, because I don't care anymore. Zelllo can't care because he's dead now.

See most of you, including Tim in hell.